it's our second last year, shitttttttttttttt. we'll all study in different colleges, different universities at different parts of the world (i want university of columbia in ny,pleez), get married, have kids, grow old and die.
I DON'T WANNA DIE + I DISLIKE KIDS.
so yesterday in cambridge we're all supposed to say something bad about ourselves for 30 seconds and i found out that it's just hard for me to GENUINELY like someone. weird. i've probably told sabreena that more than once. i also get bored of anything WAY TOO EASILY which i love and hate at the same time. which sort of reminds me of something jeremy tan told me? i wouldn't be surprised if anyone dislikes me cos i'll probably laugh about it. maybe. i swear too much and i think my english is fucking crap since i've been going for cambridge lessons for 7 years already! see, i don't even know if there's any mistake in all these stuff i typed.

okaaaay i gotta get ready for drums! (btw, i played till i sweat last week and it felt so good) my drum teacher added me on facebook and it'd be weird if i reject it SO I'LL JUST LEAVE IT THERE till he forgets about it. DEAR DAVID, PLEASE DO.

hahahaha hi renchii!

i'll have an apartment like that. I CAN'T WAIT!!! to paint zebra stripes alll over my room and have a bloody red living room
loooove

oh and i'll go to every gig there is in new york too :)

got a pair of acid washed shorts and a princess tiara for amanda's birthday, nearly bought a 5 foot/feet/what? elvis sticker, cooked and it was goood tho the steak was poop, had fun, chilled on the roof (i love my roof.) and i love bacon!

aah :D 

the only thing worth being happy about today is that my brother's coming back for summer in july. had TURDFACE as my facebook status because it felt so right, like it's the word of the day or something.
i don't even feel like telling anyone about why i'm feeling like fucking shit right now, only emi knows. only emily.

a metal song actually makes me feel like crying right now. god i can't stand kesha. little bits of sadness adds up to one big shitty piece of sadness.

today's wink's last day in school and i'll DEFINITELY miss him. you're one special kid,boiii
and then there's this other thing that i was sad about but the thing i'm about to type pwns every single thing i'm sad about. doesnt make sense.

dear friday boy, i hate you. for making me feel like this, for making me feel like ____ (noun). you make me not wanna listen to nerd and acdc, you make me not want to dream of surfing in melbo and everything else anymore. i looove your super squinty eyes and straight white teeth but i just feel like deleting you off facebook. god damn facebook.

tomorrow's gonna be good.

i love it when guys compliment other guys hahahahahha